I hate these seasons where i feel like I'm barracking for and against the team every game. Before the game, I convince myself that it'll be best if we lose for the draft picks but once the game is on, I'm all in hoping we win. At the end of the game, I'm back to being conflicted. I want to see the aging stars have awesome seasons but I also want to trade them out for picks to bring in new stars. I want to play the kids but want to reward form. I want to see more games on Thursday and Friday nights but hate to see us embarrassed in the limelight. I want to see Bolton, Baker, Lynch, Balta, Dusty and Rioli set the world on fire but I want to see more kids played. I just want us to be successful but fight myself over whether its success in the moment or success for the unpredictable future that's more important.
I hate these seasons...
I hate these seasons...