Re: R.I.P. Chris Benoit 1967-2007
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CHRIS BENOIT: I’VE LOST ONE OF MY WRESTLING HEROES
by Daniel Short
26 June 2007, 2:57 am EST
At around 5:30pm Pacific Standard Time, I went over to one of the web forums I frequent to check up on something. That’s where I saw the subject line: “Chris Benoit found dead.” I didn’t want to believe it. I refused to believe it. Then I want over to the Wrestling Observer, Figure Four Weekly, Atlanta Journal Constitution. The reality began to sunk in. Christopher Michael Benoit, at the age of forty, had passed away. For the last few weeks, we have been losing wrestler after wrestler after wrestler. I watched and read as some of the legends of the squared circle I remember watching and, at times, idolizing growing up had passed away. Names like Eddie Guerrero, Bam Bam Bigelow, Mike Awesome, Sherri Martel, Bad News Allen, Abe Coleman. A vast majority of them passed away within the age of forty. And now Chris Benoit joins that group. A wrestler who is among one of my all-time favorites. A man who could always be depended upon to help make wrestlers and to put on good matches. The last name I ever wanted to see listed as “passed away.”
As painful as it was to read that Chris Benoit had died, the additional information was much worse. He wasn’t the only one. His wife, Nancy Daus Benoit, and their seven-year-old son, Daniel, were also dead. That ripped my heart out. It’s always one thing for a wrestler to die. For a wrestler and his family to die together… That just killed me emotionally. Now, Chris has two other children from a previous marriage, and it is being said that they are currently in Canada at the moment, most likely visitng Chris’ folks. But to lose him along with his wife and their child makes the whole situation more painful than one could possibly imagine. It should be noted that Nancy has roots in professional wrestling as well, known fondly as the cold-hearted bitch Woman. From the mid-80’s to the mid-90’s, she was a feminine force to be reckoned with in terms of her ability to led men to do her bidding against those she loathed. It was through unusual circumstances that she and Chris began to fall in love, being pushed by her then-husband Kevin Sullivan to make the Benoit-Sullivan feud as real as possible.
Writing this has been extremely difficult for me. Benoit is one of my heroes. And the circumstances of his dead as well as the tragic passing of his family really hurts me more emotionally then any other death. I really cannot convey in words or even figure out the right things to say. This is the man I respected the most amongst active wrestlers today. And for him and his family to pass away hurts too much for me to find those words, to find the right things to say.
To their credit, World Wrestling Entertainment completely ripped up what was to be done on Monday Night Raw, the night they found out Benoit died. Out of respect, they ditched the entire “McMahon Death” storyline, turned away all the fans, and spent the entire three hours looking back on the career of Chris Benoit through clips from the “Hard Knocks: The Chris Benoit Story” DVD, statements from the superstars themselves and more from an empty arena with Vince McMahon himself opening the show. This death was far too tragic for them to even attempt to continue forward with the “McMahon Death” storyline, seemingly deleting all references immediately from WWE.com.
By the time I finish writing this, they will be performing an autopsy on the deceased. At this time, investigators are ruling it as a double homicide-suicide. I personally doubt that to be the case, especially given that none of the bodies had physical marks at the time of discovery. But we won’t know until the autopsy and further investigation is made over the next few weeks. For all we know, it was a double homicide-suicide. For all we know, all three were murdered by an outside party. For all we know, something they ate was badly checked and they died of poisioning. At the time of this writing, we know nothing of how they died. All we know is that they’re dead.
A testimonial that kind of reminded me of how I felt was CM Punk’s. He mentioned how it saddens him greatly that he’ll never get a chance to wrestle one of his heroes. Just how I’m deeply saddened I’ll never get a chance to meet him. There’s not much I can say or convey the pain I’m feeling right now, to lose one of my wrestling heroes. I will miss him deeply and I will miss seeing him continue to contribute to the growth of professional wrestling’s future.
I miss Chris Benoit. I miss Woman. I miss hearing about their son. I miss everything they had to offer.