Kangaroos' star Drew Petrie has admitted he put too much pressure on himself in 2004 and believes a more relaxed mind-set will help him regain his best form this year.
Petrie's performances were always going to be the subject of much scrutiny after he emerged in 2003 as the long-term replacement for the Roos' greatest ever player, Wayne Carey, at centre-half-forward.
But after being appointed a deputy vice-captain last year, following that stellar 2003 season, Petrie managed just 20 goals in 22 games and frustratingly missed many goalscoring opportunities as he finished the year with 18 behinds.
However the 22-year-old, who is heading into his fifth AFL season, is determined to enjoy his football this year.
"What I did last year, I was given a role as deputy vice-captain and I was coming into my fourth year and I just thought about that too much instead of thinking about playing football," he said.
"I was the one who put all the pressure on myself, no-one around me said we expect this and that from you, it was all from me.'
Petrie said the pressure of being touted as the Roos' new great forward hope had also affected him when kicking for goal last season.
"That's the thing last year when I was lining up for goals I was thinking about what will happen if I miss," he revealed on Monday as the Roos trained at Arden Street.
"Then in the first round I missed one from about five metres out."
"But this year I have a more relaxed mindset as opposed to worrying about things too much."
Petrie said he has heard "whispers" he might be played as a key defender this year but hopes coach Dean Laidley will continue to play him in attack.
"There is a whisper I am playing down back but I haven't heard anything from the coach," he said.
"I would like to play forward again; I think that suits me better."
Petrie had a couple of experiences at centre-half-back last year but admits he found the going tough when pitted against two of the AFL's best forwards.
"I had a couple of roles at centre-half-back on (Nick) Riewoldt and (Jonathan) Brown and they took a couple of grabs against me," he said.
While Petrie admits he is not going to put as much pressure on himself in 2005, he said it was the time for the team as a whole to deliver in what will be Laidley's third year as coach following the end of the long and successful reign under Denis Pagan.
"We have learned a lot the last two years under Dean and we have being close to the finals without making them," he said.
"We are now a lot more experienced and we have got to push up and make the eight after finishing tenth the past two years."
courtesy of afl.com