Phar Ace
Brownlow Medallist
After speaking to my boss on Friday about the potential of the JobKeeper payment and being told they needed a few days to see how it all works, and that they haven't forgotten about me, I received an email at 10:53am this morning making me redundant.
I had a missed call from her mobile at 9:35am this morning.
Called back without answer at 10:51am.
Received email at 10:53am.
Nice......
Everyone may or may not be in the same boat, yet this whole thing is starting to get to me.
I was diagnosed with grief-triggered asthma last July, a couple of weeks after my dad died, and that in itself, is flaring again, and because it's flaring, anxiety is rising, and one chases the other, I'm so bloody tired because of having a fear of sleeping when asthma is making it more difficult to breathe normally, which is making me anxious and drawing on some random panic attacks. I've got both seretide and ventolin puffers, and have started using a humidifer / vaporiser at night (is helping) and taking lemon / ginger tea. My nose is often blocked and I have a doctor who just sends me for chest xrays that show nothing. Ideally, I would like something a little more stronger for the asthma.
Sorry for the vent, I just feel a bit suffocated by everything occurring.
Wow, I wish I had more, but I generally like reading what you write, I like you. You deserve better. I am a light sleeper and find Lavender oil rubbed into my temples helps me sleep longer than I might otherwise when I do get to sleep. Lavender bud oil, not lavender leaf oil. The better the grade the better the sleep. If that fails try reading one of Mr Magic's long postszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................