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Fremantle AFLW recruit Serena Gibbs opens up about her mental health journey
Serena Gibbs thought her AFLW career was over. She talks to ELIZA REILLY about why she chose Fremantle to continue her career.@ByElizaReilly
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April 6, 2023 - 8:00AM
Serena Gibbs with Fremantle coach Lisa Webb (left).
Serena Gibbs thought her AFLW career was over.
Two years into a promising career at the Blues, the black dog started barking.
Gibbs didn’t want to give up. But she also didn’t want to let her teammates down.
She had to walk away, at least for one season, to focus on her mental health. Carlton placed her on its season six inactive list and what followed was an ongoing journey with anxiety and depression.
But after joining Fremantle in the AFLW trade period, Gibbs has a new lease on life. She’s ready to share her story in the hope it will help others.
“When I first started experiencing mental health symptoms, it was hard for me to accept the fact that I was suffering from depression and anxiety. The hardest part for me was speaking out and being honest with myself,” Gibbs tells CODE Sports.
“I wanted to push through season six but it wasn’t fair on my teammates. If I couldn’t give 100 per cent to myself, I couldn’t give 100 per cent to my team. That’s not fair on them. If I had to take a season off to look after myself, I meant it. Did I miss footy? Definitely. Was I at the games every weekend supporting the team? You bet I was.
“It’s still with me every day as it is with thousands of other Australians. But the more open and honest I’ve become with myself and those around me, the more calm I’ve been able to find. Anyone who’s helped me the past four years has helped me through stresses and highs and lows.
“I’m still here today able to work towards playing senior football again. I never thought I was going to be able to do that again and I’m quite proud of where I’ve come from and the journey I’ve been on. But I’m excited for the journey that’s ahead.”
The 22-year-old returned to Carlton for season seven and took her career tally to six games with another three in the navy. Her mental health had drastically improved but Gibbs’ on-field output didn’t.
That’s when she decided she needed a change of scenery.
“I was reviewing my season and I realised I thought I had reached my peak and achieved all I could in Victoria. I’d plateaued,” Gibbs says.
“I still want to grow as a person and a player but I thought I might not be able to do that in Melbourne.”
Gibbs has never been to Perth. She’ll touch down in Western Australia for the first time in May when she makes the move across the Nullabor. But she knew it was the perfect place for her to flourish.
“From what I’ve heard about the Perth lifestyle, it’s a much more relaxed lifestyle. I know how intense the football environment can be in season so I wanted somewhere a bit more slow-paced,” she says.
“We did a few scratch matches last season so non-selected players. I wasn’t looking for football clubs at the time but they (Fremantle) were so wholesome and welcoming. Fremantle was looking for a player of similar ability and I was looking for a new professional home. It matched up quite nicely.”
Serena Gibbs played six games for the Blues. Picture: Jonathan DiMaggio/Getty Images
Gibbs requested a trade and Fremantle and Carlton got to work to strike a deal for the 179cm key position product.
“There was a bit of waiting time. It was a bit scary if I’m honest because sometimes trades don’t go through, and other options pop up. I knew I wanted to get to Fremantle but there was a bit of anxious waiting in the background,” Gibbs says.
Eventually, Gibbs was exchanged for Fremantle forward Tahlia Read. The Dockers believe the tall utility can play across all three lines. First, Gibbs wants to prove herself to her new club, her new teammates and turn around a stop-start career.
“It’s been a long four seasons at Carlton,” she says.
“My goal is to push back into a senior side and be playing every week. It’s not going to be easy and I don’t want it to be easy. I want it to be hard work so I know I’m growing and developing.
“I want to improve my ability to read the game a bit quicker and where my role sits within the sport. I want to work on my inside skills as well. Things like handballs so I can stay involved in the game more.”
Gibbs has already had the chance to meet new coach Lisa Webb. The pair met for the first time since the trade during Fremantle’s round one AFL game against St Kilda and forged an instant connection.
“I can’t speak highly enough of her. She’s a great leader. She’s been real, honest and raw with who she is as a person but then it was straight down to business with where the football club is heading,” Gibbs says.
“For them to let me know I’ve been seen is huge for me.”
Nerves are punctuated by excitement. The next stage of her career begins now. But Gibbs couldn’t be happier with her decision.
“I see nothing but sunshine and new friends ahead but also working really hard to get back to playing senior football. I already feel like I’m part of the purple hearts family,” Gibbs says.