When i was a teen, so would have I. Although never hid behind the bottle. But lets say I went from a doormat, to what you see here in text. but much to late in life, to effect my life enough.id have to hit the booze as hard as I ever have and get someone to pay me $100 before id even consider it.
But lets say, after a lot of therapy, years later, I learnt a lot, and beleived in myself, and thru connetions, felt the requirement. Sick of being the losers, lets just say.
Jockeys spur on they're horse, don't they.?