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Flying High
Long time reader/lurker , first (or rather , second technically ^) time posterJust woke up... wow... had an epically awful nightmare, the worst one yet, it was the first one without any hope on my part that we could be together again. The last thing I remember is me asking 'are you doing this because you want to be with other men?' and she replied, 'Yes...'.
I'm literally shaking and crying as I type.
This is just pure torture.
I’m so sorry that you’re hurting
Dreams can be our worst enemies sometimes - in that they can manifest our worst fears
I know it doesn’t feel like it at the moment , but you will get through this
It’s not only ok but good to cry and express your emotions . The fact that you’re talking about it shows that it’s a step in the right direction .
Others have given excellent practical advice on focusing on yourself , mindfulness, taking up new hobbies , getting into (or even more into ) shape , seeking professional help etc
We are here for you if you ever want to vent anonymously online (whether on the forum , or via PM). Take care and all the best x