Health Depression

[DemurePrincess]

Yeh but once you’re dead you can’t talk to us ?!
Where’s the fun in that ?

 

[MP_]

Yeh but once you’re dead you can’t talk to us ?!
Where’s the fun in that ?

I think a lot about that moment you take your last breath and what actually happens next. I’ve had some great dreams about being a ghost and paying back all the people I’ve disliked in my life.

 

[DemurePrincess]

I think a lot about that moment you take your last breath and what actually happens next. I’ve had some great dreams about being a ghost and paying back all the people I’ve disliked in my life.

Oh! Those thoughts aren’t too bad. As long as you don’t want to get there sooner rather that later… go later bc the list could get real long and your afterlife could be so much ****ing fun

 

[DemurePrincess]

2025 is going to be a year of change for me. I’ve made some significant changes already. I turned 50 this year. I will no longer put up with time wasters, negativity and bullies. I will listen to your complaint but if you do not show me actions then I will turn my back on you!

If you speak harshly of me or anyone else I will turn my back on you!

If I keep giving and giving and giving and you keep taking and taking and taking , I will turn my back on you because I am no longer a doormat.

I am going to be the steps that rise and keep rising.

I am DP. Hear me ****ing ROAR!!!!

 

[CM86]

Thank you all again. Your posts and interactions always have a positive impact on me.
Even just that you're brave enough to think about these things, let alone share them.

 

[MP_]

Thank you all again. Your posts and interactions always have a positive impact on me.
Even just that you're brave enough to think about these things, let alone share them.

Being able to just get it off my chest helps alot as I don’t burden anyone in my life with this stuff

 

[DemurePrincess]

Being able to just get it off my chest helps alot as I don’t burden anyone in my life with this stuff

Awesome! So it’s just us!

Nah! I love that we have such a fab community! We may never met but it’s always nice to help others and even it’s just for a second

 

[CM86]

There is a level of strength, that I don't poses, that many of you have that lets you think about and consider things that I can't even write about at the moment. haha.

The way some of you have reached out, and some of you have engaged. It's impactful.



It's frustrating that more often than not, people are punished for being honest.
It's all about paperwork, never support.
Reactive vs proactive.


While I appreciate and support all aspects of suicide prevention, and life saving action.
I was locked up for a short period of time, for a post I made on this forum.
And while I can understand the policy behind it, I can never risk expressing myself to that degree of honesty, ever again.

 

[DemurePrincess]

There is a level of strength, that I don't poses, that many of you have that lets you think about and consider things that I can't even write about at the moment. haha.

The way some of you have reached out, and some of you have engaged. It's impactful.



It's frustrating that more often than not, people are punished for being honest.
It's all about paperwork, never support.
Reactive vs proactive.


While I appreciate and support all aspects of suicide prevention, and life saving action.
I was locked up for a short period of time, for a post I made on this forum.
And while I can understand the policy behind it, I can never risk expressing myself to that degree of honesty, ever again.

That’s okay mate. I personally have an open door policy so my pm’s are always available to you. I dont care what anyone thinks of me… I’m 50 (nearly) so beyond that care factor but I also look at the journey of my life and all the good, bad and ugly has brought to this very spot where I stand today.

I am happy! I am truly finally happy. I don’t don’t make a million dollars, I don’t have hundred of friends but what I do know is that I’ve accepted my past… life is a gift!

And I’m enjoying that present on a daily basis… sometimes the paper gets a bit tatty…. Sometimes it’s even torn but sticky tape does wonder

 

[CM86]

That’s okay mate. I personally have an open door policy so my pm’s are always available to you. I dont care what anyone thinks of me… I’m 50 (nearly) so beyond that care factor but I also look at the journey of my life and all the good, bad and ugly has brought to this very spot where I stand today.

I am happy! I am truly finally happy. I don’t don’t make a million dollars, I don’t have hundred of friends but what I do know is that I’ve accepted my past… life is a gift!

And I’m enjoying that present on a daily basis… sometimes the paper gets a bit tatty…. Sometimes it’s even torn but sticky tape does wonder

Thank you, and sorry.

I literally cannot stop sobbing at the moment.

I passed out earlier. And just hate myself even more for running away.

I don't know how to handle or deal with anything.

 

[DemurePrincess]

Thank you, and sorry.

I literally cannot stop sobbing at the moment.

I passed out earlier. And just hate myself even more for running away.

I don't know how to handle or deal with anything.

Firstly… take a breath!

Unless you are hurt… you aren’t dying right? If you are hurt… please seek medical attention. If this is not the case then find yourself a safe space at home and take 10 deep breaths! Hold the last 4 for longer.

Take a moment… look around you and ground yourself!

Your head will Always make things seem bigger than they actually are.

You are okay friend