Exe Gesis
Kylo was here
- Sep 6, 2005
- 147,910
- 97,858
- AFL Club
- Tasmania
Sorry to hear, brother. Glad to know I'm not the only one, everyone else seems very happy and full of purpose. Glad, but sorry to hear. It all really hit me hard during lockdown, and ita not like something to recover from, but more like realization, seeing the truth and no turning back to ignorance.I feel like this now at 51, smack bang in the middle of a mid-life crisis. Got everything going for me, great wife and family, career, home, fit, my own hair (lol), no reason to feel this way. Closer to death than youth, sentimentality and melancholy are dangerous in equal measure.
As a white middle aged man, I've never felt more useless in my life