So this pseudo love triangle I was involved in and talking about has completely disintegrated now and there is another man completely external from all of this.
Rational self tells me that I'm glad to be out of this shitstorm. Irrational self is a bit disappointed, but not like I would have been a month ago. Lingering is Probably only because she is as pure HB10 as I've ever seen.
The way the second person has dealing with this is somewhat of a blueprint however. Being emo for a month and putting up 'the wall' higher than it has ever been didn't help at all, not that confidence can be absolutely controlled.
I'd say I definitely need a much better game, but I think I'm cautious of this happening again. Hesitancy Does suck a little bit because the euphoria I felt in patches for a few months was unheard of in my sphere and I'm not likely to get it with too much hesitancy. My previous relationships were not really a product of my design at all, fwiw.
Rational self tells me that I'm glad to be out of this shitstorm. Irrational self is a bit disappointed, but not like I would have been a month ago. Lingering is Probably only because she is as pure HB10 as I've ever seen.
The way the second person has dealing with this is somewhat of a blueprint however. Being emo for a month and putting up 'the wall' higher than it has ever been didn't help at all, not that confidence can be absolutely controlled.
I'd say I definitely need a much better game, but I think I'm cautious of this happening again. Hesitancy Does suck a little bit because the euphoria I felt in patches for a few months was unheard of in my sphere and I'm not likely to get it with too much hesitancy. My previous relationships were not really a product of my design at all, fwiw.